After successfully defeating insomnia for 5 days (I actually went to bed before midnight)...it return this week with a vengance. This time, however, I realize the shear amount of work I have to do before I leave Germany. Which leads me to the topic of the post, why am I here in Germany.
The Fulbright program is meant to be both a cultural and intellectual exchange. My exchange focuses mostly on the intellectual part. I came to Germany to work with a specific research group that specializes in computational analysis of chemical reactions. Since the research group is multinational, cultural exchange means dealing with scientists from 4 different continents and the Middle East. For a scientist, cultural exchange typically means that we discuss how science works (or doesn't work at times) in our home countries. For example, a recent lunch conversation discussed how PhD students are evaluated for a degree. In Germany, students receive a grade on their PhD thesis while Brazilian, Turkish, and US students receive a pass or fail on their oral defense and written thesis. We discussed this issue at length for about 20 minutes (it really was an exciting conversation). Other conversations discussed how software codes work on various platforms and the difficulty of obtaining software for your research....but I digress...
The real reason I am here is to engage in intellectual exchange with the German computational group. My research group in the states actually makes the molecules in lab while the computational group just makes models. In my Fulbright proposal I stated that my synthetic knowledge would help the German group improve their models to match the real world while the German group helps me learn computational tools that enable me to make predictions for the real molecules. The interchange is quite nice, but heavily weighted in my favor; I learn much more from my research colleagues than they could ever hope to learn from me. I am in great debt to the amount they have taught me already, but I still have so much more to learn.
In addition, I strongly desire to defend my thesis shortly upon my return to the US, mostly so I can finally move to the same zip code as my fiance. Thus, I end up spending extremely long hours in lab. For a while, I was very disappointed that I could not experience German life as Germans live it but then I remembered, I am not just here to learn about German culture, but to become a better scientist. Thus, I SHOULD be spending long hours in lab, working to create better models (and publish papers) that connect a synthetic group in the US with a computational group in Germany. Besides, my German labmates are there working long hours as well.
I met with my German boss last week and ended up starting three new projects. One project with a postdoc is finished, while the other two projects are barely started. I hope to finish most of the work for one project and write it up (science lingo for write an article) before March 5th. Why March 5th do you ask? That's the day my next (scheduled) guest arrives. Maria, one of my German sisters, will be visiting Marburg for a conference. On March 6th, my US sister (the one that I am legally related to) arrive for a weeklong visit. I want to enjoy all my time with them. Thus, I want to finish as much work as possible. On that note, I should either return to my studies...or try to fall asleep....hopefully the latter.
As I deal with insomnia more, I hope to start posting highlights of the last few months, including pictures and descriptions of the few things that took place outside of research. (what, there is life outside of research?)